Table of Contents

Contents Acknowledgments

• Introduction
• Part One: Challenges
• War Bonds: Love and Lust on the Battlefield
• Elegy for My Father's Dick
• Making Room for Roy: A Survivor's Journey to Wholeness
• Out of Isolation
• Mapping My Desire
• Razors and Roses
• Movie Stars and Sensuous Scars
• Porn Star?
• If I Were a Straight Man. . .
• Confessions of a Pregnant Husband
• Shadows in the Mirror
• In the Body of a Man
• Finding My “Yes!”
• Does Colorless Hair Cure Bisexuality?
• Doing Time
• burnmarks, bleachstains, n things that block the sun
• Sex, Blindness, and the Way of the Wound (William Thompson)
• What the Fuck?
• Lion's Courtesan
• What I Learned from One Mean Fucker
• Part Two: Obsessions
• The Monster in the Closet: Men Who Molest Children (Paul Fleischer)
• Hypatia's Children
• I Wonder if My Great Great Toltec Grandmother was Ever a National Geographic Centerfold (
• Pornography's Child
• Dream: Initiation
• Pumping Iron, Pumping Cocks: Sexual Activity in the Gym
• Odin's Horse
• Need
• God Is a Bullet
• Cock in My Pocket
• Missing Parts
• Differences
• The Evolution of a Sexual Masochist
• Power Lunch
• Listening to Lust: A Conversation with Sonya Roberts About Aural Sex
• Infernal Dreams
• Part Three: Politics
• Why Men Are so Obsessed with Sex
• On Pornography's Faces
• GI Joe and Barbie K-I-S-S-I-N-G: Competitive Economics, Comnpetitive Sex
• 2 men kiss / a dollar n a dream (or the odds of unequal attraction)
• When I Get that Feeling: A Conversation with Cleo Mango About Black Male Lust
• Bangkok Story
• Having Sex Outside the Box
• Some Quick Screaming Notes About Male Lust
• Fuel for Fantasy: The Ideological Construction of Male Lust
• My Karma Has Just Run Over My Dogma: Addressing the Sexual Conflicts of Feminist Men
• Pornography: Addiction and Rescue--A Conversation with Caleb Armes
• Uncomfortable Questions: Black Men and Heterosexual Commercial Sex
• Part Four: Inspiration
• Rings of Orgasms
• Passionate Love for Christ: Out of the Closet, Into the Streets
• Hungry Suckle
• The Nether Eye Opens
• 1972
• Anondigital
• Midwife
• Kiss Me
• Holy Fuck
• Resurrection of the Penis: A Political Poem (Alison Luterman)
• About the Editors
• Contributors
• Index
• Reference Notes Included

About the Author

Kerwin Brook, Jill Nagle, Baruch Gould